Life and death

Life and death have an inverse relationship. One tells us on the life that we could have while another set us into a place that it is hard for us to imagine how. When death happens then we know how we could make thing the other way and not losing anyone that we love. When death happens people will start to regret for not spending more time with their love ones. Some let themselves stay in that sorrows, while some try to adjust their new life to live a better life than what they have before. Death has opened my eyes to give me better view on life. I learn not to waste my time and be grateful of things that I have. Even it is hard to faced death, but as a human we have to face it. Life can be better when we can learn to be more human; more considered of others life as well. Hence, appreciating our own life as well as other is a great thing to do. To them who have lost their family member due to the road crash, we Malaysian feel sorry for your lost. We prayed for your best in managing your new life without your love ones. To them who have killed so many young kids just to satisfy their need, you are one sick animal who don’t deserve to live freely. They who throw their babies away because their own mistake should feel sorry for what they have done and killing those poor babies does not mean you didn’t make those mistake (which is the mistake that brought the baby into existence). Even you think you will get away from it now, but later you will get the punishment. Most importantly it will hunt you and you life forever. Therefore don’t just keep on making mistake without learning anything from it. Mistake we meant to learn from. So learn from it and try your best to be a better person in future. =)

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why???!!!

why am i feeling sad?
why did i look at him?
he didnt even look at me...
his mom asked for me...
why do i have to stuck in this moment?
i hate this feeling...
i want to forget everything...
i want to be me...
i want a life with no struggle of being perfect...
i want the old me to come back...
i hate being weak...
i hate being here...

what would you do?

kalau la kite tak jumpe jalan pulang, ape yang patut kite buat?
kalau la kite kehilangan diri, ape yang kite nk buat?
like do we have any option for all the big Q that pop inside our mind?
i just do everything that i think right at that time...
nothing less or more...

tahulah aku mana letaknya diri ini....

dgn perdebatan tadi maka aku tau lah mana letaknya diri aku ini....
jwpn yang aku cari selama setahun yang lalu terkeluar....
jwpn yang begitu memuaskan hati dan aku hargainya....
mgkin bg dia aku pelik and bersikap mahu menang sahaja....
tp bg aku xsalahkan fight for ur believe....
kite hanya tau jadi diri kita tanpa kita sedari....
aku bukan pelakon handalan di atas pentas dunia nih....
dan aku jua ada pendirian ku sendiri....
siapalah engkau utk buat aku rasa rendah ngn diri sendiri?
apa kelayakanmu utk buat aku rasa kekurangan?
mencari yg perfect itu bukanlah diri aku yang sebenarnya....
cukup2 lah menipu org ngn siapa dirimu yg sebenar....
pulanglah kepangkal jalan dan jadilah dirimu yg sebenarnya....

SeLAmAt MenYaMbUT AiDiLAdhA

kalaulah aku nih banyak menyakitkan hati aku minta maaf...
kalaulah aku nih banyak kekurangan maka minta halal la...
kalaulah aku nih begitu teruk jadi jauhilah aku...
kalaulah aku nih sombong itu kerna aku tak kenal korang...
kalaulah aku nih cute jangan puji-puji sangat nanti aku perasan...
kalaulah aku nih mulut pedas sebab aku dah penat jadi baik...
kalaulah aku nih marah itu sebab ko mesti ade buat salah...
kalaulah aku mampu dah lama aku jadi ape yang orang nk aku jadi...
hakikat kehidupan manusia kita tak mampu jadi orang lain...
kerna kita hanya tahu jadi diri kita sendiri bila itu adalah siapa kita nih...

SeLAmAt MenYaMbUT AiDiLAdhA buat semua yang mengenali diri ini... =)

teringat

semalam (22 nov 09) kenduri kawan lama. lepas balik kenduri aku pergi umah hasni. saja ar nk tengok dia. bila pegi umah dia aku teringat lak masa zaman skolah dulu. masa umo 15thn aku klu pegi umah hasni mesti time2 musim buah. makan rambutan, durian, jambu air xpn just lepak kat sana ngn kwn2. tp tuh 9thn dulu la. zaman aku nakal,zaman aku comot,zaman aku banyak have fun. tp sekarang siapa aku? adakah aku yang 9thn dulu itu masih ada? atau aku kini org yang baru? aku betul2 tak dpt memberi jawapan kepada soklan2 tuh. kenape? sbb aku sendiri xsedar aku nih dah berubah ke belum. dr segi luaran memang la nampak bezanye syg oi. tp aku bercakap from inside. lain ke atau sama. mgkin lain la sbb aku sekarang lebih matang berfikir dan xmudah melenting kot. klu ingat zaman skolah dulu especially masa from3 la kn, aku nih memang nakal n garang. itu yg aku dengar dari kawan2 aku. nmpk muka je mcm skem tp rekod xpenah bersih kot. cuma xleh nk melampau ar sbb mama mengajar kat sana. tp masa tuh ade gak budak laki nih suka kat aku tp aku mcm xminat kat dia. tp mcm mne ntah leh couple ngn dia a few years after that. kuasa Tuhan mungkin. arini suke sok xsuke,arini xsuke sok suke plak kn? that's how the world works pn. kadang2 rasa mcm nk blk ke zaman skola bila aku xsibuk ngn masalah yang leh semak kepala aku. zaman yang aku leh enjoy ngn kwn2 sambil tuh study. zaman yg mengajar aku erti persahabatan dan kasih syg. zaman aku menjadi sengal dan buat kerja nakal. zaman aku xhiraukan langsung klu ade pn yg minat ngn aku. sekarang sume dah berubah, aku kena jaga diri leklok, xleh nakal2, kena jaga penampilan, kena jaga perlakuan dan kena jaga ati sume orang tanpa pikir ati aku sakit mahupun gembira. kenapa? sbb sekarang dah besar. ade tanggungjawab yang aku xleh simply ignore. so bile kadang2 teringat zaman tuh aku jadi happy then aku mula bleh pikir ngn waras balik. sengal!!!~ (memang pun) ^_^

18:11, Tuesday, 17 November 2009

5 Tahun 5 Bulan hasil karangan Hlovate sangat menarik hati ini. Seorang penulis yang menulis lain dari novelis lain. Sekali baca memang la hasilnya sama seperti novel-novel lain tapinya cara penyampaiannya sangat berbeza. Dengan menggunakan bahasa-bahasa yang biasa kita pertuturkan bahkan diselit dengan nilai-nilai murni Islam. Tidak keterlaluan langsung. Nilai-nilai yang ditayangkan oleh Hlovate adalah nilai-nilai yang paling asas yang patut diterapkan oleh kita orang Islam. Namun sayang sekali nilai tersebut tidak diterapkan di bumi Malaysia. Jelas sekali aku sendiri tergolong dalam golongan itu. Insaf aku dengan kesilapan yang pernah aku lakukan dahulu. Novel Hlovate juga penyumbang kepada keinsafan itu selain dari para pendidik-pendidik dan rakan-rakan dari UiTM di Machang, Segamat serta Merbok. Tanpa mereka aku mungkin lebih hanyut dalam dunia yang penuh dengan nafsu semata. Sebuah lagi hasil Hlovate iaitu Ked’s Story jua sarat dengan pengetahuan umum bagi remaja agar tidak lalai dengan keseronokan dunia semata. Penerapan nilai-nilai seperti menegah kemaksiatan dengan mengetengahkan watak-watak yang menitikberatkan hukum-hukum asas dalam Islam seperti menjaga akhlak, menjaga maruah, menjaga aurat dan pergaulan. Nilai-nilai dahwah tersebut adalah cara terbaik yang dapat mendidik masyarakat ke arah jalan yang benar. Hmmm…how I wish I was in the story. But life does not go the way we want it to be kan? Aku bukan watak-watak seperti dalam novel. So stop dreaming la Fatin Shazwani… =P

to know that there will be the end of the world....

i watch 2012 this evening with my baby sis and her friends...
cite yang buat aku berfikir,menilai dan menggambarkan tentang kiamat...
i've learn that it will come soon...
not only from the movie but also from what my lecture's said...
Prof. Madya Wan Asma' once said that bumi dah terkeluar sedikit dari orbit...
sedikit demi sedikit kita bakal rasai...
but as for now do you think that we are save?
aku xrasa kita selamat unless kita pergi mengadap Ilahi...
hmmm...life is strange but it is what it is kn?

subjected with huge reposibility

as i go further with study in this degree i come to realize that each and one of us holds the resposibility that put us in a position where we must perform them well. most of us take it as a small thing and they never care about. for me i think we need to change an start focusing each other resposibility. i once have negleted them and now i'm taking them back and i will try my best to perform them the best that i can. lets pray for the best and be the only best that we can.

a little story about me

hi there,
i'm Wanie Minzi or known as Anami...
currently i'm still a student in MARA University of Technology in banking area...
been in so many callenge lately and gladly to say i manage to handle them....
althought its hard but everything is possilble once you know what to do....
for them who have known me they know who i am....
i'm a bit reserve sometimes, a bit loud, talkative most time....



Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.