Life and death

Life and death have an inverse relationship. One tells us on the life that we could have while another set us into a place that it is hard for us to imagine how. When death happens then we know how we could make thing the other way and not losing anyone that we love. When death happens people will start to regret for not spending more time with their love ones. Some let themselves stay in that sorrows, while some try to adjust their new life to live a better life than what they have before. Death has opened my eyes to give me better view on life. I learn not to waste my time and be grateful of things that I have. Even it is hard to faced death, but as a human we have to face it. Life can be better when we can learn to be more human; more considered of others life as well. Hence, appreciating our own life as well as other is a great thing to do. To them who have lost their family member due to the road crash, we Malaysian feel sorry for your lost. We prayed for your best in managing your new life without your love ones. To them who have killed so many young kids just to satisfy their need, you are one sick animal who don’t deserve to live freely. They who throw their babies away because their own mistake should feel sorry for what they have done and killing those poor babies does not mean you didn’t make those mistake (which is the mistake that brought the baby into existence). Even you think you will get away from it now, but later you will get the punishment. Most importantly it will hunt you and you life forever. Therefore don’t just keep on making mistake without learning anything from it. Mistake we meant to learn from. So learn from it and try your best to be a better person in future. =)

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why???!!!

why am i feeling sad?
why did i look at him?
he didnt even look at me...
his mom asked for me...
why do i have to stuck in this moment?
i hate this feeling...
i want to forget everything...
i want to be me...
i want a life with no struggle of being perfect...
i want the old me to come back...
i hate being weak...
i hate being here...

what would you do?

kalau la kite tak jumpe jalan pulang, ape yang patut kite buat?
kalau la kite kehilangan diri, ape yang kite nk buat?
like do we have any option for all the big Q that pop inside our mind?
i just do everything that i think right at that time...
nothing less or more...

tahulah aku mana letaknya diri ini....

dgn perdebatan tadi maka aku tau lah mana letaknya diri aku ini....
jwpn yang aku cari selama setahun yang lalu terkeluar....
jwpn yang begitu memuaskan hati dan aku hargainya....
mgkin bg dia aku pelik and bersikap mahu menang sahaja....
tp bg aku xsalahkan fight for ur believe....
kite hanya tau jadi diri kita tanpa kita sedari....
aku bukan pelakon handalan di atas pentas dunia nih....
dan aku jua ada pendirian ku sendiri....
siapalah engkau utk buat aku rasa rendah ngn diri sendiri?
apa kelayakanmu utk buat aku rasa kekurangan?
mencari yg perfect itu bukanlah diri aku yang sebenarnya....
cukup2 lah menipu org ngn siapa dirimu yg sebenar....
pulanglah kepangkal jalan dan jadilah dirimu yg sebenarnya....